His "Goodbye"

• Lara....
  I have to tell you something
  am not sure if your there or not but i think it's somewhat better if your not...after my counselling with the priest person and my adviser
  but Lara....
  
  
  • I can't be with you anymore. Even if I Love You So Much there's just too much too lose instead of too much to gain. I've lost myself, my friends, and my family. Before I thought I could handle this responsibility of being with you and lance. But because of my actions and the situations now this responsibility became a burden on me cause I made more wrongs than right. After I got told that I'm going back here, my world came crashing down. I thought everything would alright and things between us will be ok but i thought wrong.
  
  
  • We have to stop Larissa. At least for now. If we are meant to be together, we will be together. But for now we have to stop. There's willl be no more
  'you and me'.
  I'm gonna be here for awhile and I know it
  that's it's gonna be awhile for me to be here. But we have to stop this. Note that I've decided this because we're in too deep and I
  *I've made so much mess
  Right now I feel so heavy. And I just want to get away from everyone and everything.
  I know made a promise. And I'
  Now I'm breaking another promise. Not because i want to break the promise, it's because I have to. To fix this mess I've made I have to do this.You can hate me alll you want and I will bear it all. You*You're a young mom and I think am not ready to be a father yet or at least ready to take responsibility for you and lance. I thought I can take this responsibility but with all these situations I don't think I can.
  Hate me, resent me, despise me.
  I would bear with it all.
  I Love You however I
  I'm sorry we had to end this way.
  Forget About me....it's won't be easy and both of us will get rocky on the road ahead....but I'm Really Sorry Larissa that i had to come to this. I have to walk away....I'm leaving now....
  I Love You....but i have to go...